Another night tearing myself to slp. Dunno why I've become so weak recently.. I need to get hold of myself!!!

Nowadays I fear weekends becos no work.

Contradicting, clueless, helpless..

The most familiar stranger..

Such strong bonding how to let go? I dunno how & I dunno how long it'll tk.

I'm wondering.. Do I need to tk twice the amount time tat I love u to let u go???

心好痛。 But I will let go..

Can someone sponsor me to go for a mind & heart transplant??!!!

Why mux things changed? Why mux people think differently?

The more I know the more distant I felt. It's a contradictory feeling. As much as I want a breakthrough & a direction, I wanted so much for nothing to haf changed.

Sometimes I oso need someone to teach me wat to do..